Almost 20! yay?🎂
I don't know how long this ride is gonna be, no one knows, and i guess that is the fun and not so fun part of it, right? But hey, I'll be 20 in a couple of weeks and it is either i start giving more fucks or none at all. Sometime back i wouldn't have thought my number increasing equal to some changes that doesn't have to do with my body, really, every 365 days we just add one to it and up and up it goes and for a moment you'd think it's just nothing huge. I'm just gonna be 20 and okay it does feel a lot like something, not because it represents two decades of being my utmost amazing self 😇 lol, i just think a statement my mother made sometime around late 2019 triggered that feeling. There was renovation going on in the house at the time and i was in school, so i called to tell her i wanted them to paint my room purple. She said it doesn't matter because how much time do i get to stay long at home anymore and it is only go...
